Always surviving...I want to LIVE

Honestly, I am looking for someone who won't verbally or mentally abuse me. As a woman of color, life hasn't always been favorable to me. I'm judged based on the color of my skin. There's so much more to me. I am a retired exotic dancer and mother of three, currently trying my hand at my own chocolatrie business, as well as a novelist. Looking for a mature, generous gentleman who doesn't mind giving me a little financial support in exchange for private, discreet personal naughty pleasures. I'm dying to hit my stripper pole again; maybe I can be your private dancer or we can come up with ideas that can benefit the both of us. As I am seeking appreciation, know you will be greatly appreciated in return.