I crave something dark, primal, and possibly dangerous, I want to finally find the man worthy of me fully submitting to them...even if its secret or forbidden. I can be very, very obedient. I can be pouty and angry horny. I'm fairly simple but have a lot of moving parts... But not a single person has gotten me anywhere close to feeling how I know I could feel... But she's still there...unfulfilled... The monster inside is not dead... It is just resting.