I am originally from Czech republic. I luve in UK already 5 years and i found the absolutely happiness here because i gave life to my absolutely amazing baby boy last year which is the only thing why i started thinking about my lost beauty and other stuff.. I know that i can give everything to someone who will take care of me.. No.. I said it wrong.. Everything what will be important and good for him to get from me.. I just wanna be beautiful like years ago for my son in future.. Because he deserves it.. But psychically i can't do that now alone.. My life story is unbelievable.. I can promise.. And also.. I didn't loose nothing more than the beauty and passion for being woman!.. Can somebody here help me?